I am no Jesus

I cant help but to think
about all that Jesus said.
What he said about men of the world
and how cold their hearts are
Yet he loved them still
even if they didnt return the favor.
he was still their savior.
I want to be like him
forgiving of another's sins.
but i have my own problems
that keep me awake at night
and far away from that shining light.
What if I just took a stand
against all the cruelties of man
How would they outcast me?
If crucified blood would pour from my hand.
Though God is my father
I dont believe I could walk on water.
So I'll just leave the saving to him
and live my life for only me.
I hope that this does not make me cruel
I just wouldnt want to be abused.
So its best for me to avoid the fire.
Because I'm no Jesus, no God, no Savior.